It's been a busy time

So much has happened the end of last year and the beginning of this one. I have loved and I have lost, but have not given up on my education. It seems to be the only stable part of my life, that I have any control over. There was someone very special to me that I'm so glad was a part of my life. He brought me happiness, filled my void and many beautiful memories. He did nothing but good. Why did it end? He had his reasons and I understand that I just had to let go and hope for the best. This was the first relationship I had that fit my definition of perfect. Though it is over, I still have hope that someday he may come back to me. If not, I will survive. 

I have obtained many new skills in college and have been excited about putting them all to use.  I find myself further interested in the field I'm studying. It would be nice to share my thoughts with someone going through what I'm going through. Oddly enough, I haven't quite clicked with anyone else in my degree program. There aren't too many of us in this field, but I'm hoping to click with someone soon. Finding an internship is the next phase of this education that I am currently getting ready for. I have only a few pieces in mind I'd like to add to my portfolio, but continue to work at creating more.

It's been great having something to put my aesthetics towards constructively. I may have my down moments due to my lost love, but I am fighting through it!