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Live WithoutGone from my arms,
Don't exist in your mind,
Knowing you never miss,
What you left behind.
Sitting in a large room,
Feeling small as can be,
Only have one hand to hold,
In my hand I hold me.
I feel withered and broken,
Alone in despair,
Hoping maybe someday,
You'll come back and be there.
What hurts me the most,
Is the truth I've been told,
No matter how long I wait,
Never again will I have you to hold.
Nowhere For MeAlone in my room I sit and I think,
I wonder to myself is there anywhere for me?
Close my eyes tightly as I try to fall asleep,
Wake in the morning and feel only defeat.
Dressed up in clothes that comfort me so,
As I set forth with no control.
Many people to meet and many to greet,
Nowhere I fit, there's nowhere for me.
Unsatisfied and disappointed I'm left to sink,
Into my seat wondering how will it be?
When I arrive back I will surely creep,
Through the front door on my own two feet.
With every step my curiosity will grow,
Will I ever have a special role?
Convinced and in bed, covered by my black sheet,
Nowhere will I fit, there's no
HelicaseHelio and I were always sitting on the stairs, chatting about the lamina and occasionally making snide remarks about ribosomes. There wasn't much for us to do. Our job was to simply be, and let the RNA scribble down the letters on our foreheads when they came around every once in a while. Helio was a G, I was a C. It wasn't exactly fulfilling, I suppose. There wasn't much to be filled. So to pass the time, we talked.
"You ever wonder?" Helio asked.
"About...well...what's out there." Helio and I were rooted to the stairs, quite happily, but it was awkward to move in. He kind of twisted in the general direction of the closest pore. "Out in the cytoplasm."
"I haven't," I admitted. "What's there to wonder about?"
"That's exactly the thing. I have no idea." Helio sighed, gazing into the distance. "Somehow it feels like we play this huge, huge role in something important, but how can we when we don't even know what that something is? I want to be something that, that has
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