For about the past month, I have actually been so exhausted that I've been passing out earlier then my first quarter of college. I'm usually a night owl staying up between 1 to 3a.m. and waking up at 4:30 for school. I just haven't had any energy for that lifestyle lately. Could it be an age factor??? Shhhh-UT UUP! No way! lol I don't think it would happen quite so suddenly. I actually believe it's because of all the stress I've been under. I never seem to realize how much I do in my life until I sit down and think of things I have to do and then remember what I've already done. Let me tell you...I give props to all the single mom and dads who do it all on their own. I'm not quite there yet, but hopefully soon, will be. I've begun my third quarter in college and am doing pretty good, so far. This will probably be my most challenging quarter to date. I'm a bit nervous that I will totally fail, but I really need to start working to get the home I desire to live in for a bit. It isn't located in the area I prefer to live in, much less the town, BUT, I am totally willing to deal with it. As long as we have a place to call our own, it's all I really want in my life right now. I've relied on husbands for far too long and am ready to do it all on my own and finally know what it feels like to be all those single mom and dads who have it "figured out."
I have been overwhelmed with so much I have to do and wish that I had time to do the things I like to do. I hadn't written in my journal in so long. I also haven't written any poetry, although there has been much in the back of my mind to write. I have worked on a little art, but have been having trouble uploading it to my page. ~sigh~
So...About algebra...I ended up with an incomplete. I was very disappointed in myself, but at least have one more quarter to finish it up and pass the test. Let's hope I pass it this time! lol Oh my goodness. I am having coffee and should probably rest a little now. It's almost 2 a.m. and I need to wake up at 4:30! LOL I missed these kind of nights!